I was always asked: do u believe this? In a normal sense, I would say yes. Usually I received a mixed reaction cause’ the one asking me was seeking for a no. The underling meaning of this question was that the guy thought something was a lie and he was only desperate for my support to prove he was right. Actually I am surprised by myself. I am not much of a believer. But I choose to believe. Why? Maybe I am dumb or numb or both. Like I always believe that everybody could be an Oscar winner. Everybody is good at putting on a show to fool the whole world. The distorted expression on their face is a good cover for their ever-lost self. At the moment they pick pieces up and try to make up. But their animal instinct disobeys their suffering souls. So they pull off the show and hate themselves for this deceit. And that’s the reason how they win the sympathy cause’ people mistake their dilemma to sincere depression. How disgusting and how genius. As long as they are happy, we are cool.