When u fucking anticipated something to happen (sorry for the f word) and it didn’t cause’ of some fucking ridiculous reasons (or they were not ridiculous at all, just the first party was fucking pissed off), what would u do? Non-stop pissed off and won’t let it go or have a plan B. Let’s put things in a bright side, it turns out that plan B is the thing u always want to do, but u always find an easy excuse to avoid it like I don’t have enough time or it’s a waste of time. It seems plan A is the things u popped out at the spur of the moment. Yeah, good point, we always do things on impulse or the so-called intuition while the things we always want to do are put aside cause’ we persuade ourselves that finally we will have a day to do that. The question is when the exact day will come or whether the day will come or not. Once a senior told me that when she is retired, she would glass up all the history books. I was thinking why didn’t she start right now? how do u know you are still alive at that time? Sorry, I didn’t mean to. If u have things in mind, don’t hesitate, just do it, of course the bad things excluded. Don’t wait, don’t even presume u have the time to wait. U’d never know what will happen the next moment. U could be choked to death by a piece of healthy whole wheat bread. U could be drowned to death by your bathtub. U could be hit by a bike and killed by the cement……………… sorry again for my relentless big mouth, just hope my point is taken.